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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)587Please respect copyright.PENANAyNvdIbRc8D
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。587Please respect copyright.PENANAWBgL49UVbn
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。587Please respect copyright.PENANAjX1jkZFHXY
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。587Please respect copyright.PENANABNW075BS7p
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。587Please respect copyright.PENANASJcahafgA4
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。587Please respect copyright.PENANAkxZdQI17i3
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。587Please respect copyright.PENANAtrrxjuJ4zs
直直壓得我喘不過氣。587Please respect copyright.PENANAIvPohZ4FUj
學校課業上的壓力。587Please respect copyright.PENANABcMkNWeI7U
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。587Please respect copyright.PENANAvkxbp2sZqu
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。587Please respect copyright.PENANAFBlfHNDguu
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。587Please respect copyright.PENANAmYxNaTqilt
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。587Please respect copyright.PENANArYIXjXpRkW
親戚間的反目成仇。587Please respect copyright.PENANAonIjyH0hvr
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。587Please respect copyright.PENANA1qcIz5hzri
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。587Please respect copyright.PENANAvLlUEz0eTT
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。587Please respect copyright.PENANAYaMg1XlEXV
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。587Please respect copyright.PENANASmBeFL8gsk
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。587Please respect copyright.PENANA0rdXbbRjbM
直到邂逅了這首歌。587Please respect copyright.PENANAPECeFSopbb
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。587Please respect copyright.PENANAIE4u6pC2xg
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。587Please respect copyright.PENANAlHp0unSfXj
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。587Please respect copyright.PENANA1VjoXvtOOH
是希望之火!587Please respect copyright.PENANAtgkGHfq1QW
是期望所向!587Please respect copyright.PENANAWVRCaLX3fY
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。587Please respect copyright.PENANA5RFhALNXcL
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。587Please respect copyright.PENANAG3oyqFQwQp
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......587Please respect copyright.PENANAOGb6ijlVeI
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。587Please respect copyright.PENANAx1VYerKuOA
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。587Please respect copyright.PENANAEAwPUxrPKn
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。587Please respect copyright.PENANAuEk42pBPnz
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。587Please respect copyright.PENANA2o61hgM7bt
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。587Please respect copyright.PENANAl6rtLDwlvb
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。587Please respect copyright.PENANA0JMHDgOmli
回頭一看;587Please respect copyright.PENANA6HO1I26w6g
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。587Please respect copyright.PENANAWeDSEClW41
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。587Please respect copyright.PENANANQYKwYpaPg