my heart is cursed by a small but emotionally fragile creature. in the hopes that i would not give my feels that he longed for to some or something else...702Please respect copyright.PENANAtgJKTVfyLU
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to pretend to love someone, to act like i like them so that they will not break down when i turn there invitation down... what some's happen is said to come to hunt me. and yet i sleep fine... i can do all the thngs to show you effection. a hug, a kill, maybe cry even have sex...702Please respect copyright.PENANA4jiDsFq8Cf
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but what you'll never hear is me using i, and love in the same sentence.702Please respect copyright.PENANAYCzF7fhxJR
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its just how the creature felt. when one had a repulsive truth, they'd do anything to keep it from getting out and take it to the grave... it was the same for me except in this case it was more painful for him then for me ...702Please respect copyright.PENANAE2Gj8sPC7v
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" love no one and tell to nothing"702Please respect copyright.PENANAAe0gZQgYFV
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not just unable to tell someone but also no thing a person, a hobby, and ideal, or a drawing.702Please respect copyright.PENANAGDtNafz7Dq
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" that i loved what they were"702Please respect copyright.PENANA7pg8skceL4
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a girl i dated, in her head we were a thing, if only i could tell her that she was a genie pig in my little lab that i had nothing true n terms of feels except curiosity702Please respect copyright.PENANAUUmrlbjrO1
when all said and done i threw her away, she just didn't realize it yet 702Please respect copyright.PENANA3z2a0rJpzi
and then she called and told me:702Please respect copyright.PENANA5zb7P6Szok
" i don't want to date anymore"702Please respect copyright.PENANA8ULA6z3337
didn't feel like a breakup or being dumped more like we were playing a video game that only one of us were taking seriously...702Please respect copyright.PENANA4x1nzcHf4A
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in further truth it didn't feel like any emotion was ever being shown...702Please respect copyright.PENANA6IBSxSPMPu
no hugs, no kisses not even a holding of hands no physical contact what so ever...702Please respect copyright.PENANAahHM9FYeI0
hard to feel any since of heart break...when the was nothing to break, not in the since that it was already broken glass but more to the idea o my heart being as emptiy as the water in a glass... after all you cannot break what does not maintain its form right...702Please respect copyright.PENANA4IJscVwIAv
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the only thing fun about this was how i was manipulating her into thinking we were actully dating... we were already friends she was a loner convinced that no boy would love her and me a guy with nothing to do that had no true feels to lose, nothing lost nothing gained just a bit of harmless fun, especially since she thinks she was the one who let go of the leash, even though i had put out the light first as if a dog to lose interest in there owner before they did...702Please respect copyright.PENANAKO6cqC9zlq
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so you say "how does it feel to love someone that doesn't love you back"702Please respect copyright.PENANAyqqVFNAJm3
perhaps the answer would be702Please respect copyright.PENANAncTk3BT4Es
" you tell me"702Please respect copyright.PENANAqOeJ4B0W4C
or rather " it doesn't"702Please respect copyright.PENANAlWXLVZsgba