Dreary eyes fight the sunlight intruding my room through a window, curtains drawn. 94Please respect copyright.PENANAtslIjaZi2N
No need to crawl out of blankets hugging me and persuading me to stay five minutes more for the bed I wake in has none. 94Please respect copyright.PENANAJTatfxx9fy
To the kitchen, as it lay unburdened by mess, I gravitate towards. My stomach growling for sustenance.94Please respect copyright.PENANAliOtI1GO6b
Anything would stop the persisting of my body, a prison for my brain. 94Please respect copyright.PENANA4Fxkb8xs58
The cupboards hold nothing of value. Nothing would fix my starvation. 94Please respect copyright.PENANAbOufl546zW
Four chairs around a dining room table. All covered in dust bar one.94Please respect copyright.PENANAuddwUBZBIe
I find solace in my chair for it is mine and no one can take it from me. But why would they, it is but a chair.94Please respect copyright.PENANAdTdcVrPZd3
I sit upon bottles of bottles of bottles, all containing nothing but remnants of what they used to hold, and ponder. But not a thought, not even an acknowledgement to my surroundings. My mind is but a barren wasteland. 94Please respect copyright.PENANAucrsGgSbmZ
The outside world, a mirror of my thoughts, sad and desolate and full of despair. 94Please respect copyright.PENANAuQTr89TCCl
Unfilled and almost useless, 94Please respect copyright.PENANAlBLdrYpk5i
a prison for my body. What purpose is this place? It's worthless! It's purgatory!94Please respect copyright.PENANA0OBrPIlFw3
Oh why, oh why has He done this to me!94Please respect copyright.PENANA3wVITLk09K
Has my environment corrupt my mind? Shall I think of value no longer? Will all my thoughts be insignificant and hollow as it is mirroring the Earth in which I live?94Please respect copyright.PENANAfjfpMGZp2h
Or, may it be, my mind as corrupt my world? Has my sorrow projected unto the world around me? Am I to cause of this? My miserable way of life has destroyed the Earth for it merely mimicked me.94Please respect copyright.PENANAMJSzmm0JJO
Or has it be, my recklessness in my state of despair neglected the health of the one and only home I have ever lived? 94Please respect copyright.PENANASmpYKxkyBm
Not a single soul dare walk this depleted realm after all I have done to it, nor animal, nor plant. Beyond repair, it will be so for centuries to come. Curse it so, it may never recover. My behavior doomed this world and I am cursed to exist in the consequences to my own actions eternally as punishment.
Forests evergreen and prosperous, mountains reaching up and grazing the bright blue skies for everyone to see framed with big pillowy clouds and a sun that shines down with a smile on us all, rivers everflow wealthy with marine life, lush and thick gardens of flowers of love and hope, now murdered by my hand - the hand of Man.
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May He never forgive me.
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