第一二八章：畢業營(七)554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLqhFSfLlH
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE9zPaR1O3
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKfgScUEch
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uQ0fOGQab
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybd5d060tQ
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpdWOUlLbe
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tm5LupwzS
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L3pZGXkeH
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtqlsUwXGe
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEkHl4JyhQ
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZf0txzkGb
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2AjzoMhIM
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i4pAO7L2p
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkUTSBO9Ds
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08MpSFxLca
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隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm23Bqn31W
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzlkRhLj9q
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直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g5KSXWwza
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI2EubTQ8B
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXnHg9sETl
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mrsVgwk80
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLntn2VvVt
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu0WMfmucH
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZsIoxHaPL
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyiF2OOa7b
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaosfwcAg7y
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGUbk5sJX3
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgZL7MCRic
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ015M4RZhVB
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfBhMLWaOx
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ60MQGMOy
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQizND6Tew
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTzyrMM8iQ
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5GKfVRFnk
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsDLvWvOjr
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Uz6SsnH5r
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4dhThT3xm
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YI3GveYUD
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WcHSZK8dg
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuLgadDh1F
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7hLzxfZ1m
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlir0iQrWB
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRjyv7fat8
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Ydnyu3oL
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Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM78xf1kVD
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxc7SbGKHE
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU2VyUAvK2
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3aNZ8DHVY
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqrToJJKfp
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NhIounP17
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrABuxZj8ql
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKOmvycqHE
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然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaYNSlwFIT
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qnl8P5UZ1
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatBEscSqZA
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsUNdgNRrd
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqimDiOrijX
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09ta4R8BBN
「你嘅其他人喺指？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJta5m02PZ
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuYKMwMvfk
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDB7cvszBh
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlkAWzU4ql
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiokqs7h5H5
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIg7WWvp2D
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWfUdnaKMI
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k7t7u5HC6
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZlA0IUSCq
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHVkB6QKTx
是巧合？還是刻意呢？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjoX2z4xli
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並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh7lQxupt5
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5GDhTzw2Z
「都好。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqycB6G5Qmd
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVJhm30UOy
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNLNzzVO7u
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTvj47Z4ch
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgCOg2a6fG
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB48hsFIaX
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsOlwyJwO9
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX78mKTSsJ4
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT4VunHnLl
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGuHymzpHM
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