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我們分手的那一天……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGm4l4BnG3
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXAPImit8Q
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUaeFFodz4
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WWLjv1Zfi
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1Ay4AnXfd
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwkl2FmEzo
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOYM5lkdM6
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPjLSh2Qss
顯示的卻是單剔號。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HbMJLbvnG
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3dyeE5lWp
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxmlyURqJ3
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK3d3THHsv
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrOdQo2u5r
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSoGncglzK
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqAF44thkk
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWrBPq69Qf
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflX5Y0Ie4B
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPqCx56biX
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13XGJTfAEq
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0PDzpOllJ
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZcbhMRMhH
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcbzs7L1O1
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToSILwwS9n
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuknX5JG3BN
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAA2r9SWVr
這是回憶嗎？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCRFMxB77c
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAWzyur2oa
又是回憶了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01CkMVZqd1
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DvA2efXQt
怎樣都是回憶。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1klJ5zHJOk
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflr13Usdi0
不要再是回憶了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWeELWna5b
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnHLxRHldQ
不要、不要、不要！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUl5i8ydeY
「我唔想離開你！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVyMFI9Equ
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「夠啦！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj5aMxZ6RY
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb71jmvPUZ
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2ERSafL4v
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LXBpgFMqV
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbtNlMPsUJ
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDEss66DsK
「咦？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEY8u70X65
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg8IG7JKwS
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyJ0Rldz8B
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcEW4MwqSc
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO1wsSBvoj
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtykZkd2U5
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjL4eWPyzq
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xMgHOThvJ
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeAYIVm7Gd
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H7LYvqYI0
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAIJliJBLq
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tHp4zYGwX
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLELcFfIrph
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm2RZ2S2x5
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoLYqkboQX
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C5YEGiYMQ
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z0yuV1M1X
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQiHy11V0i
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSHRpXCar5
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEyIJyfbIQ
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLSnF58EVG
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAF1ESNxt8
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf0Q8IzXYx
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL6L6kEwuE
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn678Gcnhd
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcCDZ2iGwp
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMpLFh2JAn
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzVeiP0gDn
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d0EnZMsHP
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3xYXmxABb
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgebmdueMXv
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPYYszSxTn
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkipU5S2UB
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdJbXyyYMY
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8eOC0y9uD
不過，當然是沒有了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZtyd968Tt
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3g6IWgQiz
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxogpxSn6w
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmp98EQMvj
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q2Rofj7xm
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡligmlEGwg0
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpcMUG4cgN
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo1RVnemT0
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9tVBMnWm7
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECJC4wZP4U
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnXSc0mkO8
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwDszuhPtE
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOkEQtTRXw
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQVHOpHyCe
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvAQJYzH9u
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBVIJGPJVc
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aUhtPXwZ0
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ej3Oyapsl
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgR75PVSGt
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw5jMNnr4c
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0LPl53WBV
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvgjn7c0gj
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4emCfbYJYw
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xe73ShSYb
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