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忽然,耳邊傳來一陣純真的笑聲,如尖銳的劍刃狠狠刺向那顆早已被課業麻木的心,抬頭看向笑聲的來源,一群年幼的孩子們正在遊樂設施旁無憂無慮地玩耍,真誠的笑容不像那群臉上總是掛著禮貌卻虛偽的微笑的人們。不知是什麼力量吸引,我發現來到了遊樂器材旁,孩子們的笑聲圍繞著我,第一次,不顧他人的眼光,我爬上了兒時的天堂,爬上了童年的美好。735Please respect copyright.PENANAMfNI2dxT7E
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手扶通往溜滑梯的欄杆,冰冷的金屬卻有回憶的溫暖,雙腳有些顫抖地走上階梯,心中好似有股電流通過,傳來了心靈的悸動。夾在一堆身高不到我肩膀的小孩中,顯得格外突兀,我奮力穿過他們,想超過那群走路慢吞吞的孩子。735Please respect copyright.PENANAvwgG197y0x
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「姐姐~要排隊哦!」一個小女孩用天真無邪的語氣嚴厲地訓斥我,我心中猛然地震了一下,驚訝地低頭看向她,她的眼中沒有對比自己年紀大好幾倍的大姐姐畏懼,正氣凜然的神情和瘦小的身軀形成強烈對比。735Please respect copyright.PENANAnUO5cuKElP
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本來不以為然的我,卻突然感到一陣羞愧,一個小女孩面對身形比她高大的我,即使位居明顯的劣勢,都懂得挺身而出捍衛正義,我卻總是在一次次的霸凌事件中袖手旁觀,我看著那位矮小的女孩,突然覺得自己好渺小,無地自容的情緒爬滿了雙頰,我低聲道歉後,在孩子們不解的眼神中匆匆離開。735Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZOhWiN5tP
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漫無目的的遊蕩,眼角餘光看見另一群孩子們在蹺蹺板上開心的尖叫,蹺蹺板一直都是我兒時最愛的玩伴。小時候,最愛的就是和幾個玩伴在蹺蹺板上進行一場場瘋狂的遊戲,上上下下的刺激總讓我們大呼過癮,我爬上最後一個空的蹺蹺板,想回憶童年的時光。735Please respect copyright.PENANAWaP4bil5Qj
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蹺蹺板和地板形成了一個三角形,讓我想到前幾天的數學考試,斜率、函數、面積……,一個個數學名詞充斥在腦中,想著還未完成的作業,想著明天的考試,原本充滿歡笑的遊樂天堂,在我眼中,卻是數學惡魔的地獄,我奮力的搖搖頭,想擺脫那揮之不去的夢魘,孩子們的笑聲毫不留情地嘲弄作繭自縛的我,我嘆了口氣,失落的轉身離開。735Please respect copyright.PENANAdbXj5Bz86T
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心情盪到谷底的我看著不遠處,一群年幼的孩子蹲在地上,專注地望著地面,未受世俗污染的眼神中閃爍著純真,我小心翼翼地慢慢靠近,他們正專心地看著螞蟻搬運食物,臉上帶著無憂無慮的笑容,我想蹲下身和他們一起同樂,身子卻依然不聽使喚的站著,以高高在上的態度面無表情地望著他們。735Please respect copyright.PENANAwPeEInWggK
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想接近他們,卻突然發現自己無法屈身,無法以一種平等的姿態與他們共處,無法擺脫世人的眼光,無法忘記沉重的課業,我的敵人其實不是任何人,而是自己。自己束縛了自己,自己選擇了待在心的監牢,再次望向那群孩童,我不懂他們為什麼能如此單純地玩樂,不懂當時的自己為何能無拘無束地快樂歡笑。735Please respect copyright.PENANA70rQK2JBgw
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成長,帶來了大量的知識,帶來了豐富的經驗,卻帶來了負擔,帶來了難以放下的重擔,壓力、拘束、煩惱和他人的眼光,緊緊地壓住疲憊不堪的我,不知道有一天那群孩子長大後,是否會和我站在同樣的位置,沉默地望著天空,思考這些沒有答案的問題。735Please respect copyright.PENANALT8eWSvJEU
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看向那群快樂的孩童最後一眼,我苦笑了一聲,認命地低下頭,拖著沉重的步伐離開,發現心裡早已明白:我不屬於那裡。735Please respect copyright.PENANAPoEnEfmpCJ
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